i'm back in the black hole of anguish. it feels like the world is caving in on me. my actions, regardless of the motives, are no longer acceptable because i had already lost all credibility. i can see where the mistrust is coming from, but how does one get the chance to prove that not every rotten behavior is a basket case?
it is one thing to stand on one's own ground or to keep the feet from being uprooted, it's another to have someone brace you from falling. but if i need both, how do i do that? i cannot have one without the other.
when the end justifies the means, is it worth losing one's respect?
i'll wait... until you pull me up again... (hoping that you WOULD pull me up again.. and again..and again) because no matter what or how you think, i cannot shut you out of my life. you are my friend.
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